i want a new phone so bad. i have officially decided. i am such an old lady these days. and totally okay with it. i need to get a job. and stop quitting jobs. central market wasnt even that bad. im making a badass scarf. everyone is getting homeade items for christmas. you come with me we wont leave

things have been completely crazy.
not having a job for 2 months is pretty awesome. except being poor is not awesome.
i got a job at central market, but i havent been able to start yet because my grandma is about to die. i feel so weird saying that. it almost sounds rude to me. but my whole family has been pretty much living at the hospice just waiting. getting old is not something i want to do. this experience has been pretty rough.
other than that things have been okay i suppose. im loving the nearing fall weather.
the river trip was super fun. we had to leave early again because it rained. and i got the worst leg sunburn of all time.
got a new puppy. penny lane. she is an asshole. but so adorable.
thats about all i feel like writing now.

i feel very indifferent lately.
listening to echoes on vinyl, with a joint, in my bed is my favorite way to spend 24 minutes.
sheri moon is hot.
this weekend has not been very good.
except for jennifers party, which was great fun.
im in a bad mood.

quit wells fargo. 2 weeks ago. its nice not having a job. my kitten died with michael jackson. jeff's aunt gave us a boat. sweeeet. also we have new furniture. jodies brother can ride a unicycle. thats crazy. this dro i have been smoking is fabulous. went to oklahoma and met jeff's father. it was crazy. his dad was nice, but they live in a town with 200 drunk rednecks. which was not fun. hung out with amy. her baby is cute. its weird that we have been friends for a decade. tomorrow we are going out for jennifer's bday. whaaat else.......i realized today that this polaroid camera i bought at goodwill is spice girls style. loves it. mark came to chill. also let us borrow his truck. so thats sweet.
today amy & i went to this ladys house and got some free stuff. i got 2 kerouac books, 1 oscar wilde, 1 kahlil gibran, and another polaroid camera, 70s style. apparently the lady was related to amys boyfriend. she died, & they had a bunch of extra stuff no one wanted. anyway..
the new regina is good. and mars volta.

no bueno.
i think i may have lung cancer. im pretty sure the blunt didnt help things. me+cigs=enemies from now on.
good news is i drank half a bottle of nyquil. loves it.
things are crazy.
ill update for real later.